Can't Think Beyond Past.

Sometimes, I wonder, Why I stay awake at night,
I gave it some thought, maybe my mind is far away from light,
Some memories, some pictures seen long ago from my sight, I recall,
I waste my time, thinking about the moments in which, I, took a fall,
Maybe those failures weren't my call, then, but now, its my fault,
My life has come to a halt,
The wounds of my past give my mind a jolt, my future I cant see,
Maybe it's in ruins to be,
But I have no time to think free, because my mind lives in the past,
So, I cant think beyond.

People say live in the present,
But my mind is full of yesterday, i feel like a king enacted by a poor peasant,
There is silence in the night, but, I still hear a voice so pleasant, I feel its a false hope,
Please stop this sound, I know I will never meet its speaker on this globe,
my heart throbs, the world is not out there its in my mind,
In my past, my solace I find,
Because this present isn't so kind, 
But I have no time to think free, because my mind lives in the past,
So, I cant think beyond.